Obituary of Pamela Jean Wills

Wills, Pamela Jean, 57, of Lutz, passed away Wednesday, September 15, 2010. She was born in Pittsfield. Mass., and moved to Florida in 1999. She worked for Southern Wine and Spirits for 10 years. She enjoyed going to the beach, shopping, going out to eat and motorcycle riding with her friends. She is survived by her husband, Richard of 32 years; her daughter, Shannon and husband Chad Caporale of Pittsfield, MA.; granddaughters, Caitlyn, Ciara and Carina; sister, Paula and husband John Powers of Pittsfield Mass.; nephews, Shane and Shawn; and niece, Kelly. Private services will be held in Pittsfield, Mass. Special thanks to all the family, friends and Pam's co-workers from Southern Wine and Spirits for all the prayers and support you have shown. To all my Family, Friends, and Co-workers: When tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see, that the sun will rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry, the way you did today. While thinking of the many things, we didn’t get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too; but when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready, in Heaven far above, and that I’d have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all my life, I’d always thought, I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we shared, and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while, I’d say good-bye and kiss you and maybe see you smile. But then I fully realized, that this could never be, for emptiness and memories, would take the place of me. And when I thought of worldly thinks, I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow. But when I walked through Heaven’s gates, I felt so much at home. When God looked down and smiled at me, from His golden throne, He said, “This is eternity, and all I’ve promised you. Today your life on earth is past but here life starts anew. I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last, and since each day is the same way, there’s no longing for the past.” So when tomorrow starts without me, don’t think we’re far apart, for every time you think of me, I’m right here, in your heart. Love you all, Pam Wills (original author unknown)